24 octobre 2003

chapters: redux

NOTE: to give way to certain objections in content and style, i have edited this entry today (28oct), using this new edit feature of the site. yehey way to go, shery! hm, i wonder what feature she'll be developing next? but i digress...

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this year is full of chapters. some i started, some i started with my mahal, some i started with my friends, and some with my friends and my mahal. so many chapters. some of them are still works-in-progress, some have ended abruptly or willingly or forcibly or "ginamusly" (bigas anonymous magparamdam!), and some just expired, dying of natural causes.

i don't know where to categorize this chapter we are ending right now with a certain someone we've known for years. but well, chapters end, and this one is doing that.

but it's also good that this chapter is ending, and ours will once again be continuing, the one about me and her, just me and her, again, like before. i never realized how i missed only us in one roof, with no one else to worry about.

i miss just us, and now, it's here again. new pages to fill, continuing the story we hope would never end.

and it's a nice night tonight. :) chapter. next up, verse.


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bitin ba? well, live with it. :p read my archives na lang.


to digress again, i don't think i'll edit my entries na lang. kasi maganda rin yun na i documented stream-of-consciousness thoughts at the time i did and with the way i did. makes the work spontaneous, and fun. saka i want this blog naman to have that raw feel, e, so here it is. well, maybe i'll edit a bit, but if i can help it, i won't na lang.

as for the objection, someone just objected to my using the term "beloved" kasi corny na raw, outdated, and scary because of toni morrison's novel. i understand the corny and outdated reason, but i found the morrison novel analogy quite...amusing, really. and i welcomed the criticism. so here it is, mahal. keri na ba ito? or do you prefer another term? magparamdam ka dun sa comment space sa baba, anonymously. :)

lamyuh.