raspberry cruiser

did you ever have one of those days when you just feel like stopping the earth from revolving so that you can just stop and stare at the sunset without thinking of what the past day brought you or what the night is going to introduce to your psyche next?

that was undas for me.

supposed to be relaxed, supposed to be happy, supposed to be comtemplative, supposed to be all things nice. but all things were not nice. they were so muddled. i felt like jumping to mars so that i can have just one whole planet of space all to myself -- and not worrying about others, just for once.

that's hard.

issues that stalk the mind pervaded. issues that haunted the soul hovered. issues that scarred the mind reappeared. issues that clouded the heart resurfaced.

talk about fumbling towards rhapsody, to paraphrase lola sarah.

hay.